2nd attempt FAIL -.-

..sigh..

why dis always happen to me .

i really dun like it ..

last night.

cried non-stop..

..and i started to give up everything.

and decided to suicide the next day..

today morning .

sunday morning .

i woke up .

went to tuition..

then ,

when the tuition is over ,

my FCKIN' dad bring me to the barber .

cut my hair until like monkey .

VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY SHORT .

this .

makes me feel like wan to suicide more .

see , im not used to having A VERY SHORT HAIR..

very sia sueh leh .

n hated my dad very much .

long time ago oredi .

he did many things ..

which is REALLY UNFAIR TO ME ..

all those things my brother and my sister gets .

i don't .

WHY !?

i also dun care la . u do me this .

i also dun wan study .

no doubt y my exam results are like shit .

BECAUSE I PURPOSELY DO IT .

BECAUSE I HATE YOU FATHER

YOU SUCK ALOT THAN ANYBODY ELSE

REALLY ALOT . I HATE YOU

i may forgive everyone .

but i will never EVER forgive him

i dun care , he is my dad or wat .

i dun give shits about it .

wher was i ...

oh ya.

he asked that ''ke ling kia'' to cut my hair dam dam dam short .

then ,

i very du lan .

then ,

he bring me to crystal inn restaurant ther .

the waiter gave the menu .

i dun care le .

ignoring wat my dad / mum / others say wat to me .

den ,

he told me . not to be such an idiot to him .

i said . ur an idiot .

then , he slaps me but MISSED ME .

OLD MAN , U've LOST UR ACCURACY .

-.-

i said i wan run

then ,

he also say " ok , u wan run , go la . but dun come back"

OK! I WILL NEVER COME BACK .

i started walking everywhere..

weather very hot le .

decided to sit down at The Store(old de , beside CrystalInn)

but .

i saw a mad old man .

walking towards me .

lol . scared LOL -.- so i ran .

went to SMK TINGGI BATU PAHAT (my school)..

very far le ..

leg pain..

the gate was closed .

sigh .

then ,

decided to stop at stadium.

sit there...

do nth ..

began to miss my mum..

i only love my mum..

MY DAD. HUMPH . NO NID TALK ABOUT HIM

i took a stone .

carved at the wall..

" MOM, IM SORY. I LOVE YOU -muruga-"

sigh .

then ,

suddenly came up to my mind .

i wan to suicide.

so i decided to walk the WIRACOURT .

and jump down frm the top. -.-

lame isn't it ? i had no choice..

i don't know how to survive anymore.

i dont know how to find work.

..and im seriously not FRENLY..-.-

was walking ...

n walking

till i reached TheStore there again .

OH SHIT .

WAS THAT MY MUM ?!.. +.+''

walao..

she saw me , ran..crying to me -.-

ask me dun go ..

piangs . i also run lo -.-

den i stop..

hearing my mum calling my name..makes me ..

><

as a child .

i love my mum ..

:D

lol.

hugs n tears =.=''

heard that my dad was crying also WAHAHAH! .

I JUST MELTED A STONE WITH A SINGLE ACTION O.o''

hehes :D

its not over yet..

i did this...

all of this..

its cause of sum1..

..hais ..

D:

` xiaomumu_______"

LARHS " +~