its hard..

stil cant get over it ..

wat that person said ..

hais..

really hurt me deep..

but i dun hv any hard feeelings towards tat person..

sigh..

_________ITS TOOO ___

___HARD_________

_________TO UNDERSTAND____

__THE____

___________REAL____

__ME..

xiao ` mumu +++++!

sigh~

ARGH!

time to change..

ignore everything ..

IDC!

I DUN CARE!

wishes...

xiao ` mumu ___

sigh~

idk idk idk

idk idk idk ..

wat should i do now...

its not easy...

...

sigh...

love needs sacrifice...?

me already sacrifice many things...

almost.. all...

y i din get anything...

...

i cant do anything...

u hate me that much...

n.. i.. forgot how to move on...

..it hurts me alot when u said that...

destroyed n damaged reputation...

sigh.. not even a single percent...

muruga'

speechless *

...

if that makes you happy...

then... its ok...

just let me be hurt... everyday..

its my daily routine rite...

its ok de...

..

`muruga | make it red so that i could die easier..

why don't you kill me...

when...why...n how...

when...

when can i say that to u...

when can i be with you...

when can i be happy...

when can i stop hurting...

when is the time..?

why...

why am i like this...

why am i keep on thinking of that person...

why am i ignoring other ppl...

why am i behaving like this...

how...

how should i get you....

how....

why....

when.....

its been so long....

i know i should be patient...

but.. its already 4months... afew days more..

will b 5 months ...

its ok...

everything is okay...

'now i realised how much i need you in my heart...

feel so....left out... =(

don't know why this makes me feel... so.. pushed away....

' xiao ` mumu________

i'll be waiting for you..

Forever and Always - Taylor Swift

Once upon a time, I believe it was a Tuesday
When I caught your eye
We caught onto something, I hold on to the night
You looked me in the eye and told me you loved me
Were you just kidding? 'Cause it seems to me

This thing is breaking down, we almost never speak
I don't feel welcome anymore
Baby, what happened? Please tell me
'Cause one second it was perfect
Now you're halfway out the door

And I stare at the phone; he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low, you can't feel nothin' at all
And you flashback to when he said, forever and always
Oh, oh

And it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'Cause I was there when you said forever and always

Was I out of line? Did I say something way too honest
Made you run and hide like a scared little boy?
I looked into your eyes, thought I knew you for a minute
Now I'm not so sure

So here's to everything, coming down to nothing
Here's to silence that cuts me to the core
Where is this going? Thought I knew for a minute
But I don't anymore

And I stare at the phone; he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low, you can't feel nothin' at all
And you flashback to when he said forever and always
Oh, oh

And it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'Cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didn't mean it, baby, I don't think so
Oh, oh

Oh, back up, baby, back up, did you forget everything?
Back up, baby, back up, did you forget everything?

'Cause it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'Cause I was there when you said forever and always

And I stare at the phone he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low, you can't feel nothin' at all
And you flashback to when we said forever and always!~


And it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'Cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didn't mean it, baby, you said forever and always,
Yeah

TORTURE!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaarGHHH!H

cant stop thinking of THAT.

WtH...

i really cant liao la .. =(

why euu lik dis..'

xiao ` mumu ________~*

love love ..

YOU HURT ME FROM INSIDE..

....

suffered much alrdy..

i really cant take it la..

=( its really hurting me ..

WHY CANT YOU UNDERSTAND ME ?

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...

...but..why.. =( .. i never expected u to say lik that...

..its not true right..?..

PLEASE.. tell me..

thats not true..

please...

everytime u ignore me..

..y this happens to me.. =( UNFAIR! T^T ..

xiao ` mumu ______________+~*

ITS REALLLLLY COMPLICATED..

WHY ME !

cant take it anymore..

bt , i'll still keep it as a secret ..

~ she so charming ,

~ shes a gud person

~ she very nice to talk to,

~ she so kind,

~ so cute,

~ lovable heart,

~ shes so sweet

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

x33 HER! i'll wait ..

xiao mumu~________~~

x3XXX XXXXXXX o.o''

EU DONNT NEEED ME..

YOU, dont need me.

You, dont need me.

YOu, dont need me.

~ You, stole everything frm my heart..

~ You , stole my love..

~ You, never return it back..

WHY?

WHY MUST YOU DO THAT TO ME ? ?

TELL ME WHY...

You Suck..

Steal my Everything..

I Dont Need You..

Who Cares..

You Are NoOne to Me..

Gud Bye..

xiao ` mumu __________________ ''

i x3 *** ******* ! but i duno that person thinks wat abt me.. =x

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`~xiao mumu_________

WHAT THE FUCK IS LOVE ?

LOL! funny..

lols..

tdy..juz now

at mdm.ong, chemistry tuition..

when going back..

im waiting for yong ah chiu to come ..

hahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahha...

damn fckin thirsty.. -.-''

went to shop, bookstore..

buy 7UP..

lol..

sooooo gassy..

o.o''

den..

got an old women come ..

WTF malay! D:

she asked '' yang~ wak nak tin ini tak?''pointing at my 7UP D:

i said '' saya baru je beli, belum minum habim pun :x ''

lol..

den she start to make me sad D: WTF!

she said,

her husband died..

left 4 childrens

and all of them were sent to anak yatim de house..

i mean.. WHO CARES.. u telling me this stories for wad.. ==

lol..

felt kasihan(poor thing laa...)

lol.. gave her my 7UP...

LOL!!

after that,

she ask for money

WTF!!

1st ask for 50cent...

i said i no money,

den she beg me

i said i really no money..

REALLY LA...-.-''

used all my money on that 7UP..

LOL..

``xiiao mumu_________

saved a life :D

..

ah di..

..u never cared abt me..

u will never noe.. hw much i cared for u..

hais..

TO all readers..

i dun care u all think me is LEBIH or wat..

this my blog..

i write what i think..

i dun care..

..deric didi..

please come back..

kor kor missh u le..

i wan my baby back..

i wan my didi back le..

im sory if i did anything wrong..

i wont do those things that u dun like de le..

please.. come back home..

=(

suffering

crying

tears...rollin' down my cheeks..

everyday..

every single second im thinking of u..

not to say that im gay..

i really cared abt u..

very sayang u de leh..

..u do lik dis..

now u blame everything on me..

its ok..

u said that u wanna have a new start..

u said it urself that day..

now..

wat happen..?

deric..

return home pls..

=(

~______________xiao mumu` IM HURT!

either u dun wan me or wat.. i stil be there for u.. deric..