..i made a mistake i noe..

i noe..

i made a mistake..

i shared to most of my frens..

they ask me to forget abt him..

but i simply cant..

.. i really cared for that person..

really really cared for him..

n i really cant understand..

why he wans to do like this to me..

i duno why..

wat happen deric..

i really cant take it anymore..

the way u treat me..

the way u talk to me..

u didn't even wanna talk to me..

u din even wanna see me..

...all the time..avoiding me..

and..

if u think im LEBIH..

go ahead..

u wil never noe..

how much i really cared abt u ..

u think i play play sacrifice all my time being with u las time ?

u think i play play sacrifice all my time thinking of u las time ?

without studying ?

LOL..

its ok le..

you were too complex thats all..

i jz cant understand u..

didi..

i miss u..

i miss the way u called me KOR..

i miss the way u smile at me..

..

i wan my didi back!

i wan my DERIC back! ..

come back to me..

im sorry if i made u angry..

im sory if i made u sad..

im really sory..

i jz cant do anything without u ..

i really need u that much..

`xiao mumu..

x33 no1.. IM REALLLLLLYY COMPLICATED !

..wat the hell..?

i duno wat happen...

i went canteen tdy..

just to meet him...

n i went there...

he chase me away...

..den..i folow him to vendin' machine ther..

n saw him talking to him fren..

i told him to go tugas..

n wad he said..?

go die.. LOL..

i ignored him...

n a few minutes ago..

after i bck frm tuition..

i online..

n he was online too..

he started scolding me vurglars..

..

i wan my old deric back..

i hate my new deric.. =(

xiao`m u m u ____________ iTS REALLLLLLY complicated..

x33 none..

OucH! =(

very very sad n lonely without her..

hais..

Thursday

morning morning...

when brush teeth..

when brush brush...

suddenly hand slipped n the brush kena my gummy

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

wth...

so pain...

T^T...

bleeding le...

oucH oucH!

duno wat to do..

i use towel n hold it ther..

aiyo...

so pain..

my teeth so white bcm red 0.0''

LOL...

go to school...

mum start to nag..

say me oways play computer..

== den..

tat time..

i lost my tie..

den.. she nag nag..

say me lost my tie very silly..

keep on repeating the same thing

><''

at school...

morning morning...

when i was copying the citra bahasa

pengawas came in my class..

n asked for sukan de money zzzzzzzzzzz

he said urgent..n all i got is only rm3 ==

n i need to pay is : rm3

WTFF??!?!?!!?

i said later i pay

he dun wan

i said later when got money i pay

he said urgent

FUCK!

i dulan...

i shouted at him

he get scared n ran away =x

LOL..

all ppl stare at me ><>

these days too stress laaa...

i never like dis b4 de leh.. =(

recess time..

deric din care abt me ..

i very sad...

hais..

when i see him..he pretend to look at other place...

duno wat happened to him..

i wan my old deric back!!

i dun wan n i dun like my NEW deric!

T^T...

den..

sarjit saw me not wearing tie...

he called me

n asked me

den

he hit my with his ONE AND ONLY CANE...

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

these time

duno wat happen to me

suddenly i fire at him back..

when he said

''pusing belakang.. ini denda awak''

i shouted ''WAT THE FUCK?''

he said.. ''apa lu cakap ? ''

i replied '' oi.. saya tie hilang la.. nanti esok gua pergi beli la''

den he said '' tak tak.. tadi apa wak cakap dengan saya?''

i replied '' sekarang , kau kacau saya, saya ada kelas nak pergi.. datang sekolah unntuk belajar.. bukan nak pakai tie , nak sebat orang punya bontot ke apa''

And i walked away..

he Shouted at me .. asking me to come back..

den i shout at him back ' apa lu ? har? ko ingat ini bapak kau punya sekolah eh? pergi mampus la''

LOL! i duno wat happen to MEEEE!?!?!?!

wth.....

-.-''

lucky he din take any action for that..

mayb he din hear that...

or ...

mayb...

he heard that..

n MONDAY i die..

=x

OMG OMG OMG

evening le..

school end le..

i go tasek y .. meet joey..

i go ther..

forget take my money at my class...

so..i din eat =x...

went there..

sit at the chair near swing ther..

wait for 30minutes..

my stomach growling liao ==

aiyo...

wher is this gurll

den 3.30 le..

i go back school...

saw that saa jii(sarjit) again..

he said , kenapa lambat? kau ingat ini bapak kau punya sekolah eh?

wth... kp la.. i din say anything.. =x

LOL

this is the worst day in my life.. -.-

reggie angry towards me liao

wth...

i was there ok ?

its not only u who is angry..

i also angry..

but i din say it out..

i din show my anger

zz...

dun understand y nowdays ppl all lik dis...

abit abit jiu angry liao

LIKE ME NOW ==

mayb they stress :D

lol..

0.0''

haiya..

sad sad everyday..

y ppl dun wan understand me ..

hais..

feel like giving up everything..

never felt like this before le..

im sory to all ppl..

who i treat badly this lately...

sory sory sory x1000 ..

SORY...

xiao` mumu

x3shigemori...KAY!

NEW LIFE...?

kay kay kay oh dear kay ..

=D ^^

50th POST -

this is the 50th post on my blog..

n jz a few minutes ago..

i did the most stupid-est things in my life..

winnie__
i DONT understand you..

why YOU like this..

u said u loved me truely..

12DEC2009 01:21 - Me winnie tan wan lin promise you i wont leave you if i do i hit by car and lighting shock me

10DEC2009 0.:09 - Bye.. Baby..your my only one in my heart.. In love and in dream there are no impossible.. Love you with all my heart and soul..till when that day i die i wil still love you in heaven..(gt more bt its abt her ex n if her ex sees this.. i'll b the troublemaker)

this are those msges u sent to me...

YOU PROMISED me..

n now..

when i ask you..

do u love me?..

wat did u response?

''.....''???

wats ''....''??

its ok.. i understand..

xiao`mumu

winnie, why..

WHY?

1st day school..

went to school with a heart broken feeling...

hais.. bt ther.. was happy abit oni..

all ppl started to ignore me.. most of my gud frens..

..its ok..

[ miss her leh! ]

-EVENING-

lol..went eat laksa with fren..

0.0'' eric tan <--- he mr.chili... ate up all the chili

lol.. den.. walk to madam Teng 0.0''

ah ben's mother is a Joker!

wahahaa! LOL.. i wan sit with my gugu..

that pai kia steal my gugu place.. GRR. = =

sad sad... wish can sit with my gugu when other class de time..

i dun wan sit with that pai kia lehh! oways texting when the teacher teach 1...

hai wo tio scold LOL 0.0''

[ miss her leh! ]

-NIGHT-

do mdm.teng de hmwk (i guai hor)

do till finish..

lol..

den..

i nth to do liao..-.-''

i wan study bt duno wat to study..

ad.maths so confusing.. dun even understand a thing 0.0''

[ miss her leh! ]

-NIGHT [9-12am]-

missing her..

i...dont even know she really love me or not..

its ok...

[ IMMA MAN ]

n I DONT BREAK MY PROMISES...

once i make them.. i nver chg them..

n its my FAULT to make 1 for her..

bt nvm...i stil love her..

BUT i don't know what is she thinking abt me...

HAIS....i'll wait for her..

- TELL ME WHY IS IT SOO COMPLICATED ? -

xiao`mumu

love winnie..

question mark...?

u made me really hurt that day...

u said i hurt you..

n i try my best to get u back..

but u hurt me most..u noe that ma?..

everytime u said that i hurt you..

u sure start a quarrel with me..

but when YOU hurt ME...

did i quarrel with you?..

did i said that i wan break up with u?...

i never.. cz i loved you..really very much..

n i don't know about you..

honey..

i really need u..

i gave you everthing..

everything i can..

and what did i asked from u?

~NOTHING~

i just wan u to love me..

to be with me..

cz i noe .. u belong with me..

only me .. honey..

~ONLY ME~

i dun mean to hurt you..

im really very sory..

i'll take everything as my fault..

its never your fault..

nvm.. i can bear it..

i do it for our love..

~YES FOR YOU N ME~

i love you winnie..

-xiao|^mumu-

love ONLY WINNIE`