YOU LIE TO ME..

YERRRRRR!

WHY you do this to me..

WHY WHY WHY ?!?!

this time i ain't gonna forgive you..

NEVER..

that's it..

its over..

im sory ..

directed again..?

directed again..?

hope..

.i hope that you were with me..

be by my side..

..6months liao..

soon...

its gonna be 7 months..

how long shud i wait more..

..i don;t know...

sometimes ..

i wan to sms with you also i cant..

you wont reply me..

...things get really complicated sometime..

theres no1 to cheer me up..

and i get very moody sometimes..

but today..

april 08..

sum1 did..

...

that person..

has been asking me to forgive

for a very long time ..

till now..

ok ba..

hope that person is trustable.

:(

nowdays..

cant even sleep..

kept on thinking of that thing...

stress lerhh..

school got problem...

personal got problem...

family got problem..

time to study also cant...

... :( even im having my own problem with some of my frens..

i expect a CHANGE...

PLEASE...

Xiao mumu..` `

world isn't life last time..agree?

OH NO .NOT AGAIN -.-

[ are you directed from my 2nd blog? :O ]

if u are.. welcome to my 1st blog..:)

1st ,

i would like to say sorry to everyone..

hais ..

:(

im really sory..

for what i've done to u all...

SORRIIIIEE!!

and for him...

i don't want you in my life anymore..

please. dun keep on sms/calling me ..

and she..

im sory to disturb you..

..i really wished that..

that..

...sigh..

forget about it..

its imposibble anyway..

today , morning..

same routine again..

morning morning..

go buy mee siam + pok pok + taukie

eat eat eat..

reach schhooolll...

go there..

1st subject BM oredi..

din do homework..

forget le -.- kena marah..

till very ad..

sigh..

:(

*skips to evening tuition*

evening..

mdm.teng..

eat fishball mee..

not enough..

wanted to buy more..

but , no enough money..

sigh..

went upstairs..

do homework..

till hand wan breeakkkk...

den,,

teacher came in..

study study study ..

do karangan..

do until i m the last 1 to finish..

lol....

all ppl do so fast..

i do 1page = 1 paragraph lerhh!

summore my handwriting so small...

-.-'' frens all nvr wait for me de :O

hais ..

sad sad sad ...

*tonight tuition [ad.maths] *

i didn't do the homework again..

-.-'' everytime also din do.

why ? ? ? ? ?

because i cant !!

...i really cant..

those things..

are really disturbing..

am i suffering from emotional disturbance...?

sigh..

+ today ad.maths tuition..

dont even know what the teacher teaching...

quadratic function = GG.com -.-''

now at home le...

heard a bad news..

seriously bad..

that now only i know..

heart keep on feeling down..

* `mumu ______abnormal me.. ;O

T^T

4time..

HEARTBROKEN !

full of dissapointment..

hais..

sad lerhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i cant forget it ..

the thing is in my mind all the time..

:( wish some frens were here to cheer me up.. :(

Time Passes as i HURT MORE everyday...

me ,

muruga .

i've been waiting for someone ..

for almost 6months ..

6months..

guys ..

who ever read this blog..

you all may think that i m a playful boy..

but seriously.. im not playful in love..

i don;t know why..

i just don;t understand .

its just unfair..

6months le ..

every single day..

not even 1 day i miss..

to cry..

to hurt..

to scream..

to miss..

you..

i wanted to give up..

but i cant ..

my feelings towards u..

its really too much..

..6months .. i trusted that true love, needs great sacrifice..

i sacrifice many of my time..

for u..

and i wanted you to be always be happy..

i know..

readers , u all think me now is very lame de .

its ok . think la wat u wan think abt me . i dun care..

i always wanted her to be happy ..

not to be sad or hurt.

but .

she said . she hates me ..

and , im making her life..

really really really miserable..

means : im disturbing her ..

means : im making her sad ..

means : im really DUMB..

and you guys know why i decided to suicide..?

its about two things .

one is my feelings towards my dad( which is now ok already =] , love you daddy ^^)

and another one ..

my feelings towards you..

5th month..

i really cant take it ..

its been hurting me ..

really really very much..

and

could say that i skipped my breakfast , lunch , dinner for 2 daYS..

yea.. 2 daYs nvr eat anything ..

and my mum really was worried..

she scolded me . really badly .

saying me mad and all those stuffs.

i wasn't listenning .. cz i cant even understand wat was she talking ..

all i had in my heart was YOU...

YOU were the only light in my heart..

but .. i know.. for YOU , im the only darkness in YOUr heart..

:(

and i decided to end my life .

( call me stupid if u wan to )

i really cant take it anymore..

those 5months full of torture..

my heart isn't a TOY you know..?

i felt that no1 cared about me ..

i felt that no1 wans me anymore..

my mum : was like lost hope on me ..

my frens : only Rhinevir were by my side . giving support to me .

5months...

and that perfect timing

i failed the 2nd attempt for my suicidal..

..something stopped me . i don't know what it was..

but hey..

when im out from me home ,

i kept thinking of YOU..

yes...

ONLY YOU..

i was hungry but the hunger went away when YOU were in my mind..

wonder wats my 1st attempt ?

- goes lik dis .

mum went buy breakfast .

cars passingby many many on road .

lol .

sumting came into my mind ,

opened the car door ,

ran towards the middle of the road .

a car almost bang me

but didn;t .

>< ''

..i'd do anything for YOU..

anything ..

BUT..please dun ask me to leave YOU..

..i cant..even..

let..

go.. of u..in my mind..

for atleast 18seconds(tested and proven O.o'')..

sigh .

6th month..

im still waiting ..

hoping u to b with me .. :(

im sory if i ever made you sad..

im really sory if i made you angry..

please forgive me . i beg you..

.. please.. its really deep..

for me ..

even a small mistake..

i cant take it ..

... im sory ..

I L O V E Y O U ` :/

xiao` mumu~

U P D A T E S .

heartbroken .
6pm will update blog .

xiao|mumu

IM ADDICTED TO YOu.......

How long will I be waiting?

Until the end of time..

I don't know why I'm still waiting..

I can't make you mine..

:(

everything seems...far..

everything seems far for me now..
hais..
very very far...
=[
afew days more...
will b 6months le..
.. :( im really speechless...
wat should i do..
.. sigh...
+ my frens all also left me oredi...
left me alone here...
hais ..




wish there were you by my side..
but..wher are you..


mumu '
y cant i gv up... i cant ... :(

2nd attempt FAIL -.-

..sigh..

why dis always happen to me .

i really dun like it ..

last night.

cried non-stop..

..and i started to give up everything.

and decided to suicide the next day..

today morning .

sunday morning .

i woke up .

went to tuition..

then ,

when the tuition is over ,

my FCKIN' dad bring me to the barber .

cut my hair until like monkey .

VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY SHORT .

this .

makes me feel like wan to suicide more .

see , im not used to having A VERY SHORT HAIR..

very sia sueh leh .

n hated my dad very much .

long time ago oredi .

he did many things ..

which is REALLY UNFAIR TO ME ..

all those things my brother and my sister gets .

i don't .

WHY !?

i also dun care la . u do me this .

i also dun wan study .

no doubt y my exam results are like shit .

BECAUSE I PURPOSELY DO IT .

BECAUSE I HATE YOU FATHER

YOU SUCK ALOT THAN ANYBODY ELSE

REALLY ALOT . I HATE YOU

i may forgive everyone .

but i will never EVER forgive him

i dun care , he is my dad or wat .

i dun give shits about it .

wher was i ...

oh ya.

he asked that ''ke ling kia'' to cut my hair dam dam dam short .

then ,

i very du lan .

then ,

he bring me to crystal inn restaurant ther .

the waiter gave the menu .

i dun care le .

ignoring wat my dad / mum / others say wat to me .

den ,

he told me . not to be such an idiot to him .

i said . ur an idiot .

then , he slaps me but MISSED ME .

OLD MAN , U've LOST UR ACCURACY .

-.-

i said i wan run

then ,

he also say " ok , u wan run , go la . but dun come back"

OK! I WILL NEVER COME BACK .

i started walking everywhere..

weather very hot le .

decided to sit down at The Store(old de , beside CrystalInn)

but .

i saw a mad old man .

walking towards me .

lol . scared LOL -.- so i ran .

went to SMK TINGGI BATU PAHAT (my school)..

very far le ..

leg pain..

the gate was closed .

sigh .

then ,

decided to stop at stadium.

sit there...

do nth ..

began to miss my mum..

i only love my mum..

MY DAD. HUMPH . NO NID TALK ABOUT HIM

i took a stone .

carved at the wall..

" MOM, IM SORY. I LOVE YOU -muruga-"

sigh .

then ,

suddenly came up to my mind .

i wan to suicide.

so i decided to walk the WIRACOURT .

and jump down frm the top. -.-

lame isn't it ? i had no choice..

i don't know how to survive anymore.

i dont know how to find work.

..and im seriously not FRENLY..-.-

was walking ...

n walking

till i reached TheStore there again .

OH SHIT .

WAS THAT MY MUM ?!.. +.+''

walao..

she saw me , ran..crying to me -.-

ask me dun go ..

piangs . i also run lo -.-

den i stop..

hearing my mum calling my name..makes me ..

><

as a child .

i love my mum ..

:D

lol.

hugs n tears =.=''

heard that my dad was crying also WAHAHAH! .

I JUST MELTED A STONE WITH A SINGLE ACTION O.o''

hehes :D

its not over yet..

i did this...

all of this..

its cause of sum1..

..hais ..

D:

` xiaomumu_______"

LARHS " +~

how long more..

u really have no idea..

how long i've been waiting for u..

sigh..

wish u could talk with u..

wish u could be with u..

but..

worried that if i did...

u would hate me ..

i really don't know what to do..

i dun wan u to hate me ..

:( 5 months ..

nvm ba..

i'll wait..

this my decision...

hope i make the right one..

today ,

exam..

ad. maths ,

cham lo.. ><''

got 15 questions..

i oni do 4/5 nia..

aiyohss :(

this time my ad.maths sure FAIL...

my Physics also sure FAIL ><''

my bio okok la :P
my Sejarah - OMG . | GG.com -.-''

sure tio scold till very gao gao -.-

boom T^T

play play with the hair dryer O.o''

nth to do le..

den. suddenly .

got idea ,

go dry up my hair ,

den ,

use HAIRTEC duno watwat le~

den , use dryer again .

woaalaaa~ my hair looks like...

LOL..................................................

XDDDD miracle-ly...theres a difference ^^

look soooooo...... B A K A ` ! xDD

` xiao | mumu ____`

i love you ..

sigh...`

..

i don't know what should i do now..

if i talk with her..

that person will hate me more..

tat person already hate me very much..

sigh..

wish this could change..

i wish that person..

chg...

n my life chg...

..

=( very hurt le ..

i dun mean to make u sad..

..5 months le ..

i cant let it go..

..

its just .. too hard..

xiao ` mumu ________`

i cant change..

TS ` 4eva n owayz |

Once upon a time
I believe it was a Tuesday when I caught your eye
And we caught onto something
I hold onto the night
You looked me in the eye and told me you loved me
Were you just kidding cause it seems to me
This thing is breaking down, we almost never speak
I don't feel welcome anymore
Baby, what happened, please tell me
Cause one second it was perfect
Now you're half way out the door

And I stare at the phone
He still hasn't called
And then you feel so low
You can't feel nothing at all
And you flashback to
When he said forever and always
Oh, and it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here
And it rains when you're gone
I was there when you said forever and always

Was I out of line?
Did I say something way too honest?
Made you run and hide like a scared little boy
I looked into your eyes
Thought I knew for a minute now I'm not so sure
So here's to everything coming down to nothing
Here's to silence that cuts me to the core
Where is this going?
Thought I knew for a minute but I don't anymore

And I stare at the phone
He still hasn't called
And then you feel so low
You can't feel nothing at all
And you flashback to
When he said forever and always
And it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here
And it rains when you're gone
I was there when you said forever and always

You didn't mean it baby
I don't think so, oh oh oh
Back up, baby back up
Did you forget everything?
Back up, baby back up
Did you forget everything?

Back up, baby back up
Please back up, oh back up
Back up, baby back up

Cause it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here
And it rains when you're gone
I was there when you said forever and always

And I stare at the phone
He still hasn't called
And then you feel so low
You can't feel nothing at all
And you flashback to
When we said forever and always
Cause it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here
And it rains when you're gone
I was there when you said forever and always

You didn't mean it baby
You said forever and always, yeah

S I G H * .

y u abit abit like this ,

i cant understand you..

if u angry with me

jz tell me mar...

hais ..

or mayb u jealous cz im with that person..

ok lo. tell me . atleast, i noe why ur behaving lik dis..

but.. u din even tell me anything..

say bye bye to u ,

wat u response ?

'' jibai la , fcker '' WTF la?

pek cek playin' smal kiddo games with you.

im not like last time now ,

if u saw this post ,

tell me why u behavin lik dat ( n stop saying vurglars [ u hvn noe how when im angry, i very long time nvr show my anger to ppl, ur consider lucky ] )

x i a o ` mumu

_________________-.-''

sigh* __ ` emo-ing all the way@

emo-ing all the way .+

` some of my frens bu shuang with me ,

cz kip on emo-in'. .. sigh , im sory guys ,

sumting made me be lik dis , n its hard...

really hard , `

everytime @ i wanna __cry '

i can ' t . dun even K N O W why . '

those words .

S I G H ` .

i dOnt wan Na say it anymor' /

dun wan her to H A T E me .

I T S U C K S W H E N U L O V E S U M O N E ,

T H A T P E R S O N T O T A L L Y H A T E S Y O U '

X I A O ' mumu

E L A P S E | T I M E B Y | ...emo-ing..?

its hard..

stil cant get over it ..

wat that person said ..

hais..

really hurt me deep..

but i dun hv any hard feeelings towards tat person..

sigh..

_________ITS TOOO ___

___HARD_________

_________TO UNDERSTAND____

__THE____

___________REAL____

__ME..

xiao ` mumu +++++!

sigh~

ARGH!

time to change..

ignore everything ..

IDC!

I DUN CARE!

wishes...

xiao ` mumu ___

sigh~

idk idk idk

idk idk idk ..

wat should i do now...

its not easy...

...

sigh...

love needs sacrifice...?

me already sacrifice many things...

almost.. all...

y i din get anything...

...

i cant do anything...

u hate me that much...

n.. i.. forgot how to move on...

..it hurts me alot when u said that...

destroyed n damaged reputation...

sigh.. not even a single percent...

muruga'

speechless *

...

if that makes you happy...

then... its ok...

just let me be hurt... everyday..

its my daily routine rite...

its ok de...

..

`muruga | make it red so that i could die easier..

why don't you kill me...

when...why...n how...

when...

when can i say that to u...

when can i be with you...

when can i be happy...

when can i stop hurting...

when is the time..?

why...

why am i like this...

why am i keep on thinking of that person...

why am i ignoring other ppl...

why am i behaving like this...

how...

how should i get you....

how....

why....

when.....

its been so long....

i know i should be patient...

but.. its already 4months... afew days more..

will b 5 months ...

its ok...

everything is okay...

'now i realised how much i need you in my heart...

feel so....left out... =(

don't know why this makes me feel... so.. pushed away....

' xiao ` mumu________

i'll be waiting for you..

Forever and Always - Taylor Swift

Once upon a time, I believe it was a Tuesday
When I caught your eye
We caught onto something, I hold on to the night
You looked me in the eye and told me you loved me
Were you just kidding? 'Cause it seems to me

This thing is breaking down, we almost never speak
I don't feel welcome anymore
Baby, what happened? Please tell me
'Cause one second it was perfect
Now you're halfway out the door

And I stare at the phone; he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low, you can't feel nothin' at all
And you flashback to when he said, forever and always
Oh, oh

And it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'Cause I was there when you said forever and always

Was I out of line? Did I say something way too honest
Made you run and hide like a scared little boy?
I looked into your eyes, thought I knew you for a minute
Now I'm not so sure

So here's to everything, coming down to nothing
Here's to silence that cuts me to the core
Where is this going? Thought I knew for a minute
But I don't anymore

And I stare at the phone; he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low, you can't feel nothin' at all
And you flashback to when he said forever and always
Oh, oh

And it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'Cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didn't mean it, baby, I don't think so
Oh, oh

Oh, back up, baby, back up, did you forget everything?
Back up, baby, back up, did you forget everything?

'Cause it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'Cause I was there when you said forever and always

And I stare at the phone he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low, you can't feel nothin' at all
And you flashback to when we said forever and always!~


And it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'Cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didn't mean it, baby, you said forever and always,
Yeah

TORTURE!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaarGHHH!H

cant stop thinking of THAT.

WtH...

i really cant liao la .. =(

why euu lik dis..'

xiao ` mumu ________~*

love love ..

YOU HURT ME FROM INSIDE..

....

suffered much alrdy..

i really cant take it la..

=( its really hurting me ..

WHY CANT YOU UNDERSTAND ME ?

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...

...but..why.. =( .. i never expected u to say lik that...

..its not true right..?..

PLEASE.. tell me..

thats not true..

please...

everytime u ignore me..

..y this happens to me.. =( UNFAIR! T^T ..

xiao ` mumu ______________+~*

ITS REALLLLLY COMPLICATED..

WHY ME !

cant take it anymore..

bt , i'll still keep it as a secret ..

~ she so charming ,

~ shes a gud person

~ she very nice to talk to,

~ she so kind,

~ so cute,

~ lovable heart,

~ shes so sweet

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

x33 HER! i'll wait ..

xiao mumu~________~~

x3XXX XXXXXXX o.o''

EU DONNT NEEED ME..

YOU, dont need me.

You, dont need me.

YOu, dont need me.

~ You, stole everything frm my heart..

~ You , stole my love..

~ You, never return it back..

WHY?

WHY MUST YOU DO THAT TO ME ? ?

TELL ME WHY...

You Suck..

Steal my Everything..

I Dont Need You..

Who Cares..

You Are NoOne to Me..

Gud Bye..

xiao ` mumu __________________ ''

i x3 *** ******* ! but i duno that person thinks wat abt me.. =x

2000th reader :D

once u read my blog,

if u r the 2000th reader,

u can get sumting nice :D

thanks for reading my bloggie :D

add me msn : muruga10@hotmail.com

`~xiao mumu_________

WHAT THE FUCK IS LOVE ?

LOL! funny..

lols..

tdy..juz now

at mdm.ong, chemistry tuition..

when going back..

im waiting for yong ah chiu to come ..

hahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahha...

damn fckin thirsty.. -.-''

went to shop, bookstore..

buy 7UP..

lol..

sooooo gassy..

o.o''

den..

got an old women come ..

WTF malay! D:

she asked '' yang~ wak nak tin ini tak?''pointing at my 7UP D:

i said '' saya baru je beli, belum minum habim pun :x ''

lol..

den she start to make me sad D: WTF!

she said,

her husband died..

left 4 childrens

and all of them were sent to anak yatim de house..

i mean.. WHO CARES.. u telling me this stories for wad.. ==

lol..

felt kasihan(poor thing laa...)

lol.. gave her my 7UP...

LOL!!

after that,

she ask for money

WTF!!

1st ask for 50cent...

i said i no money,

den she beg me

i said i really no money..

REALLY LA...-.-''

used all my money on that 7UP..

LOL..

``xiiao mumu_________

saved a life :D

..

ah di..

..u never cared abt me..

u will never noe.. hw much i cared for u..

hais..

TO all readers..

i dun care u all think me is LEBIH or wat..

this my blog..

i write what i think..

i dun care..

..deric didi..

please come back..

kor kor missh u le..

i wan my baby back..

i wan my didi back le..

im sory if i did anything wrong..

i wont do those things that u dun like de le..

please.. come back home..

=(

suffering

crying

tears...rollin' down my cheeks..

everyday..

every single second im thinking of u..

not to say that im gay..

i really cared abt u..

very sayang u de leh..

..u do lik dis..

now u blame everything on me..

its ok..

u said that u wanna have a new start..

u said it urself that day..

now..

wat happen..?

deric..

return home pls..

=(

~______________xiao mumu` IM HURT!

either u dun wan me or wat.. i stil be there for u.. deric..

..i made a mistake i noe..

i noe..

i made a mistake..

i shared to most of my frens..

they ask me to forget abt him..

but i simply cant..

.. i really cared for that person..

really really cared for him..

n i really cant understand..

why he wans to do like this to me..

i duno why..

wat happen deric..

i really cant take it anymore..

the way u treat me..

the way u talk to me..

u didn't even wanna talk to me..

u din even wanna see me..

...all the time..avoiding me..

and..

if u think im LEBIH..

go ahead..

u wil never noe..

how much i really cared abt u ..

u think i play play sacrifice all my time being with u las time ?

u think i play play sacrifice all my time thinking of u las time ?

without studying ?

LOL..

its ok le..

you were too complex thats all..

i jz cant understand u..

didi..

i miss u..

i miss the way u called me KOR..

i miss the way u smile at me..

..

i wan my didi back!

i wan my DERIC back! ..

come back to me..

im sorry if i made u angry..

im sory if i made u sad..

im really sory..

i jz cant do anything without u ..

i really need u that much..

`xiao mumu..

x33 no1.. IM REALLLLLLYY COMPLICATED !

..wat the hell..?

i duno wat happen...

i went canteen tdy..

just to meet him...

n i went there...

he chase me away...

..den..i folow him to vendin' machine ther..

n saw him talking to him fren..

i told him to go tugas..

n wad he said..?

go die.. LOL..

i ignored him...

n a few minutes ago..

after i bck frm tuition..

i online..

n he was online too..

he started scolding me vurglars..

..

i wan my old deric back..

i hate my new deric.. =(

xiao`m u m u ____________ iTS REALLLLLLY complicated..

x33 none..

OucH! =(

very very sad n lonely without her..

hais..

Thursday

morning morning...

when brush teeth..

when brush brush...

suddenly hand slipped n the brush kena my gummy

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

wth...

so pain...

T^T...

bleeding le...

oucH oucH!

duno wat to do..

i use towel n hold it ther..

aiyo...

so pain..

my teeth so white bcm red 0.0''

LOL...

go to school...

mum start to nag..

say me oways play computer..

== den..

tat time..

i lost my tie..

den.. she nag nag..

say me lost my tie very silly..

keep on repeating the same thing

><''

at school...

morning morning...

when i was copying the citra bahasa

pengawas came in my class..

n asked for sukan de money zzzzzzzzzzz

he said urgent..n all i got is only rm3 ==

n i need to pay is : rm3

WTFF??!?!?!!?

i said later i pay

he dun wan

i said later when got money i pay

he said urgent

FUCK!

i dulan...

i shouted at him

he get scared n ran away =x

LOL..

all ppl stare at me ><>

these days too stress laaa...

i never like dis b4 de leh.. =(

recess time..

deric din care abt me ..

i very sad...

hais..

when i see him..he pretend to look at other place...

duno wat happened to him..

i wan my old deric back!!

i dun wan n i dun like my NEW deric!

T^T...

den..

sarjit saw me not wearing tie...

he called me

n asked me

den

he hit my with his ONE AND ONLY CANE...

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

these time

duno wat happen to me

suddenly i fire at him back..

when he said

''pusing belakang.. ini denda awak''

i shouted ''WAT THE FUCK?''

he said.. ''apa lu cakap ? ''

i replied '' oi.. saya tie hilang la.. nanti esok gua pergi beli la''

den he said '' tak tak.. tadi apa wak cakap dengan saya?''

i replied '' sekarang , kau kacau saya, saya ada kelas nak pergi.. datang sekolah unntuk belajar.. bukan nak pakai tie , nak sebat orang punya bontot ke apa''

And i walked away..

he Shouted at me .. asking me to come back..

den i shout at him back ' apa lu ? har? ko ingat ini bapak kau punya sekolah eh? pergi mampus la''

LOL! i duno wat happen to MEEEE!?!?!?!

wth.....

-.-''

lucky he din take any action for that..

mayb he din hear that...

or ...

mayb...

he heard that..

n MONDAY i die..

=x

OMG OMG OMG

evening le..

school end le..

i go tasek y .. meet joey..

i go ther..

forget take my money at my class...

so..i din eat =x...

went there..

sit at the chair near swing ther..

wait for 30minutes..

my stomach growling liao ==

aiyo...

wher is this gurll

den 3.30 le..

i go back school...

saw that saa jii(sarjit) again..

he said , kenapa lambat? kau ingat ini bapak kau punya sekolah eh?

wth... kp la.. i din say anything.. =x

LOL

this is the worst day in my life.. -.-

reggie angry towards me liao

wth...

i was there ok ?

its not only u who is angry..

i also angry..

but i din say it out..

i din show my anger

zz...

dun understand y nowdays ppl all lik dis...

abit abit jiu angry liao

LIKE ME NOW ==

mayb they stress :D

lol..

0.0''

haiya..

sad sad everyday..

y ppl dun wan understand me ..

hais..

feel like giving up everything..

never felt like this before le..

im sory to all ppl..

who i treat badly this lately...

sory sory sory x1000 ..

SORY...

xiao` mumu

x3shigemori...KAY!

NEW LIFE...?

kay kay kay oh dear kay ..

=D ^^

50th POST -

this is the 50th post on my blog..

n jz a few minutes ago..

i did the most stupid-est things in my life..

winnie__
i DONT understand you..

why YOU like this..

u said u loved me truely..

12DEC2009 01:21 - Me winnie tan wan lin promise you i wont leave you if i do i hit by car and lighting shock me

10DEC2009 0.:09 - Bye.. Baby..your my only one in my heart.. In love and in dream there are no impossible.. Love you with all my heart and soul..till when that day i die i wil still love you in heaven..(gt more bt its abt her ex n if her ex sees this.. i'll b the troublemaker)

this are those msges u sent to me...

YOU PROMISED me..

n now..

when i ask you..

do u love me?..

wat did u response?

''.....''???

wats ''....''??

its ok.. i understand..

xiao`mumu

winnie, why..

WHY?

1st day school..

went to school with a heart broken feeling...

hais.. bt ther.. was happy abit oni..

all ppl started to ignore me.. most of my gud frens..

..its ok..

[ miss her leh! ]

-EVENING-

lol..went eat laksa with fren..

0.0'' eric tan <--- he mr.chili... ate up all the chili

lol.. den.. walk to madam Teng 0.0''

ah ben's mother is a Joker!

wahahaa! LOL.. i wan sit with my gugu..

that pai kia steal my gugu place.. GRR. = =

sad sad... wish can sit with my gugu when other class de time..

i dun wan sit with that pai kia lehh! oways texting when the teacher teach 1...

hai wo tio scold LOL 0.0''

[ miss her leh! ]

-NIGHT-

do mdm.teng de hmwk (i guai hor)

do till finish..

lol..

den..

i nth to do liao..-.-''

i wan study bt duno wat to study..

ad.maths so confusing.. dun even understand a thing 0.0''

[ miss her leh! ]

-NIGHT [9-12am]-

missing her..

i...dont even know she really love me or not..

its ok...

[ IMMA MAN ]

n I DONT BREAK MY PROMISES...

once i make them.. i nver chg them..

n its my FAULT to make 1 for her..

bt nvm...i stil love her..

BUT i don't know what is she thinking abt me...

HAIS....i'll wait for her..

- TELL ME WHY IS IT SOO COMPLICATED ? -

xiao`mumu

love winnie..

question mark...?

u made me really hurt that day...

u said i hurt you..

n i try my best to get u back..

but u hurt me most..u noe that ma?..

everytime u said that i hurt you..

u sure start a quarrel with me..

but when YOU hurt ME...

did i quarrel with you?..

did i said that i wan break up with u?...

i never.. cz i loved you..really very much..

n i don't know about you..

honey..

i really need u..

i gave you everthing..

everything i can..

and what did i asked from u?

~NOTHING~

i just wan u to love me..

to be with me..

cz i noe .. u belong with me..

only me .. honey..

~ONLY ME~

i dun mean to hurt you..

im really very sory..

i'll take everything as my fault..

its never your fault..

nvm.. i can bear it..

i do it for our love..

~YES FOR YOU N ME~

i love you winnie..

-xiao|^mumu-

love ONLY WINNIE`