26December2007 (my 1st love)

she was..

...the only thing
...the one that shines in my heart...

**~2007~**

i met her in o2jam(a jammin music game) in 2007...i still don't know her...
then...we start playing the game...then, we decided to chat...we introduced ourselves...

then, we became friends...she added my MSN n i accept her as my FRIEND...then...we get to know each other by chatting...well...the thing is...shes from Sabah...n im from Johor...

**~26December2007~**

that night...12.56am(accurately)...i proposed to her...how silly am i...then...she accpeted me...and she is just keep on growing like a plant in my heart...i could'nt resist...for me...shes the prettiest in my world...

we were true lovers...we loved each other very much...although we do sometimes fight with each other...but...we stil can coop up by discussing it...we promised each other NOT to leave each other...she stil promises me that she would marry me...and will lead a VERY good life with me(although it sounds silly)...

but...it all ends...

that day....

**~5November2008~**

she started NOT to reply my messages...everytime...i used to call her...but she ain't picking up my calls...and that really hurted me...from my heart's core...i really start to feel someting is wrong...people used to say this...''when love goes wrong,nothing goes right''...so...i waited...n waited...but she still didn't reply me...



**~12November2008~**

till today...after a week...she replied my message...i felt like...tons of love came pouring from heavens...but...that is only when i saw her name on my phone...but...that message...contains something that...is really terrible...so...i read it...

she...said... (directly picked from the message)

- i think we shud nt b 2gether le...im sory...its over for us...

i replied...

- huh?? dear...wat r u tokin bout?? ...please...dun joke...

n she replied...

- see...we live so far away...how can we meet? i dun wan dating like dis le..im sory...if i go other country study, how? just think i betray u...k?...good luck wit ur nex gf...

that was the last message i receive from her...i was speechless...tears came rollin' down my from my eyes...

i tried callin' her...but she aint picking it up...messaged her...she aint replying it...

but...shes still in my heart...i cant forget her...since that day...i keep on dreaming...n loafing around...my thought are full of her...i wonder what she thinks of me...i wonder whether she still loves me or not...

....or is it true that she really betrays me?...or...is that reason she gave me...its ok...i realise that shes not for me anymore...